Dec. 13th, 2010 07:08 pm
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★ changed my layout into something different. I know I’ve been using mostly neutral colors the past few months so I decided to use something with more ‘life’ in my LJ. what do you think? is it better? can I actually live with it for at least half a year or based on my history of changing layouts, when will I change this again? later? tomorrow? the day after? next week? or next month. for sure, we won’t know. I’ve learned something today. rather than learned, valued more. we won’t know what we will have unless we move forward. I value that thought. I’ve always thought of how I will do if I did this and that and then I realize, why don’t I do it? but even after learning that value, I still can’t do anything. I’m a huge coward. people always see me as brave, those around me always see me as a brave person. I sometimes bluff and I sometimes exaggerate. but when it comes to it, I’m still one huge coward, someone who thinks, weighs the pros and cons before acting and when I do act, it’s always too late. I want to be more spontaneous, not thinking too much. I want to be everything I want to be and nothing at the same time. What shall I choose?

★ together with [livejournal.com profile] otoke1315, [livejournal.com profile] juuten, and [livejournal.com profile] eunseung8693, I made a community. it’s called [livejournal.com profile] nx_gamso we can post out fic challenges. the fandom ranges from JE to KPOP so please join us~

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i would have normally been back right after the first day of school blabbing about what happened in PE and duty but wth, i got sick. with what? it's a 7 letter word called MEASLES that kinda got to me. i've been antsy since, say tuesday night. i wrote in my last entry that i was not feeling well because of fever and my anemia. yes, i was in FEVER LIMBO (read: my temp was alternating from 37.5-37.6 like my body was trying to decide if it wants a fever or not.) okay, so i drank medicine so i could go to school the next day. then came wednesday, i woke up at 5:00 am, went to PE, went to my building then realized that i was wearing a wrong uniform, went home, changed, went back to school. duty starts at 1pm so i had much to kill. so the professors had a meeting, yay! duty started at 3:30pm T__T at 12-ish, i met up with my groupmates and they said that i was red and hot. i know i had a fever, i know that i should prolly go home but i didn't. so when i got home, i was burning. i even commuted home so the whole time in the jeepney, i could feel my face burning because it was so hot. anyway, when i got home, i ate, then went to sleep. srsly, it was completely anti-climactic. the next day, i didn't go to school because i had a higher fever and i saw spots. T__T it was measles. :( i've been absent for 3 days now.
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After much deliberation, procrastination, and mood swings, I decided to move all fics to [livejournal.com profile] randomjuxtapose 

I've been thinking about it and now, I'm in the process of moving fics. Fics in my journal are going to be privatized and links on the fic list
will be changed to new ones directing to the community.


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